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I'm an outcast, a fluke, I'm not going after the dreams I've been bragging about for the past two years, I skipped college, I've argued with my mother, I'm becom- I am an adult.

All at the same time this feels so good. Okay, so maybe the outcast, fluke were over exaggerated to get this blog to flow.. plus I'm going to college in the Spring, so I'm really not skipping.. It sounds good to say though.
I don't have people breathing down my neck for me to start, to start... I'm not sure right now, but that hovering, pressure, anxiety is gone. All gone.. well I still need to get that second job, so my pressure isn't all gone.
I went to a party on Saturday. It was a lot of fun, nazi zombies was a lot of fun except Brian was too high and drunk at the same time to fully get his game on. He literally killed quite a few zombies with one hand. The boy is a natural at killing.
I was pretty proud of myself that I was the only person that could successfully play rock band while drunk. I was so dedicated on getting the code for 'unlock all songs' cheat so we could play the songs we wanted to. After maybe 7 to 10 minutes I yelled "I GOT IT!" while everyone else was in the kitchen eating pizza burgers.. that were not cooked all the way so poor brian had to cook them even longer.
I ended up sleeping in the tub with blankets.. however my feet got cold because the faucet dripped. However I covered it up with a towel and made a barrier between my feet and blankets so I could fall asleep.
That one night was awesome. Sonic for lunch was really good too. Oh, and did I mention that they made a bong out of a flash light, Gatorade bottles and an Arizona tea bottle held together with electrical tape? yeahh, they were pretty happy.
I still don't have my license.

I have never been this relaxed in a long time. But we better get cracking.
oh shoot, I still have to make an appointment with Benoit.
Well, that's next on the agenda.

Another note: I have decided that I will marry a Russian man so that while I'm pregnant I know its safe to drink vodka. :]