Brand New Eyes

wow! it's been a while...

fuck yes. senior year oh my lovely ! Life is good, good good oh so good.
I've realized that I don't need anyone to be with me so I can be happy. He seemed like the one, but it really wasn't, it was just annoying.
I'm nervous about the SATs but its okay, I'll get through it just like everyone else did. and I am so freaking tired right now, I have a spider bite so my mom jacked me up on benedryl.
I love it how I make a birthday list AFTER my birthday.

I had a dream of you the other night... it made me feel the whole day, that same exact feeling that I used to towards you. But it wore off. It makes me laugh, because I haven't seen you in a long time.


Hayley has beautiful words, and needs to keep singing them;

"Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame i'm a dream

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from the mouth...

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you."

But anyway... since I have time now I just might journal more. OH! here here, I have goodies ^_^ *gets new journal*

Dance around me
Feel the air chill your skin.
Let your warmth come out
And surround us both.

As you talk
The fog traces your speech.