Untitled 5 (Nobody Move)

I can't remember the last time I felt this feeling.
As of right now I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do. Usually I am off doing what needs to be done, but now... I really don't know
I feel like I have disappointed them.. but it seems more to the fact that I disappoint myself.
If there was a choice to end it all, maybe I'd take that chance. I don't feel like doing it anymore, I'm getting tired and annoyed. Seriously if you can do it without me, go for it.
At first you seem to think that I am the one above everyone, but then he comes along and takes it away. What can I do? They probably do it better than me.
Why bother anymore, seriously?

I want to take a walk.. and never stop
Get away from everything and then wake up when this is all gone.