Nihon-Shu

I had a really deep conversation with melissa on Friday. I had no idea that any of these things had gone on. She talked about her thoughts and I spoke about mine.
Afterwards, I had a very cleanse feeling in my mind, I hadn't felt that good for quite some time.
Now, as the time of this fun ticks, I've seen sparks come out of no where from people I didn't expect would be like this. I really want to be their friend, they seem like such a cool person! EH! I can't wait for the final show date of Annie so we can do senior speeches, because I've been thinking about what I'm going to say ever since the last week of rehearsal.
I've noticed, that during shows, everyone becomes closer inside and out of school. Its really nice. Sometimes I feel bad because I tend to be a bitch to other kids because they annoy me so much, so that makes me look bad to other people I don't know. sigh, oh well.
I NEED TO DO SCHOLARSHIPS. lol I still haven't done one yet XD

There is so much that I want to say, but I can't find the words to explain it all.