I've Fallen Out Of Trees, And I've Fallen On My Face

Tonight. I'm so happy that I have tears coming down from my eyes. I am not sure where this happiness came from, or why I feel it at this moment. I went to Young Life, and it did something to me... it touched me. I wanted to break out and cry in the middle of everything but I was too scared and embarrassed too. I think I want to tell brittany that because she seems like a person that would really understand.
To pass time so I could go to YL, I looked up on youtube for Florence and the machine interviews. They made me laugh so hard! Once I found this playlist of them, I found this written interview and I read it.. it said how Florence really felt throughout this whole process. She was in deep depression because her long term boyfriend and her split so she felt like stopping all of this progression of her music.. It really got to me. I started to cry, but I have no idea why! I think I might have a deeper connection with flo than I do with immi. Because I get it.. I really understand and become in sync with her words. It reminded me of all these things I have been through and wondering if I had stopped my progression in life, what would have had happened to me? anything. She just ... gets me
I really really pray to God that I can go to this concert on Monday. Over the past few days I have been really looking into everything and who flo is.. she's my hero.
Yeah I've been obsessed with imogen heap and that her music is just GENIUS.. but this connection I have with florence and the machine.. its just so surreal.

When I listen to her song 'falling' ... I just close my eyes, let the tears fall, and imagine that fall.
Sometimes I wish for falling
Wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air
To give me some relief
Because falling's not the problem
When I'm falling I'm in peace
It's only when I hit the ground
It causes all the grief