Postcards From Italy

So, I'm apart of two forums: Imogen Heap's and FATM's. Now I've been on immi's for quite some time, but sometimes when I post things everyone ignores them! Am I not the kind of person that should be on forums? Am I not IN DEPTH as I should be? I have no idea.. so sometimes I just take a break from saying something until I find a topic that I can really talk about. its just embarrassing.. not sure if that's the right word though.

Anywho, my one act play is going really well so far. I talked to my dad about our set and he said he'd be glad to help us build it AND that if we do win, he can help us take it to QA.. so that's settled.
All is well, however I'm a little nervous about the one acts. When I do something that I really have a passion for like, writing poetry or directing, I fight with myself to be the best. It is never good enough for myself when I personally know it will be fine. I just have this extra conscience in the back of my head.. this could be better.. you'll never be as good as jimmy or kassidy... lyndee probably thinks that emily was a better director.. figures and it just WON'T GO AWAY! It affected me today during rehearsal. I was first in a great mood, but it just spiraled down from there. I don't know exactly what is going on with me right now, I just know I can't let it get in my way.

I answered a question on a facebook note that asked: If you could choose between a million dollars and the ability to fly, which one would you pick?
I said, the ability to fly. Because then I'll know at that exact moment, I will be happy. You need to use the money to be happy, and I don't think that is a good way to become happy - through money that is.
I always dream about flying, it calms me down. I suppose that explains why I love outer space so much, its a different view of things from up there.

Lets just get through the week, hm?