From My Mouth

Ohh Easter. I was going to eat the rest of my chocolate bunny, until I did the calculations and the entire bunny was over 1,000 calories! NO FUN FOR AMBER. ha, its still on the table... waiting for me.
Anywho, I became apart of the fatm forum! Everyone is quite nice :) however, I'm a little nervous because I posted a subject talking about my florence dream (which wasn't weird! we just hung out and drank lol) but people have yet to respond T-T
I mean there is a post like that on immi's forum, hm I suppose some people are just a bit different.
After reading all these posts from other florence fans, I realized that my obsessive-ness isn't that bad XD well it is, but they have florence on their refrigerator (I should do that...) and draw the little flower and birdcages during classes.. I wish I knew how to draw that. I am ACTUALLY thinking about getting a flo tattoo. not sure of what yet though, maybe a birdcage on my wrist? hm, we'll see

Today was a pretty good Easter. I usually despise easter because its so bland and boring, I have always slept allll day on easter, but this year was a lot different. I got to go to church, I have to anyway, but it was nice, I saw liz and sam there! I didn't get a chance to say hi though. It gets really lonely up in the booth, so I just keep myself company with my ipod. Today, while the band was playing at church, I had a BIG urge to blast on telephone by lady gaga and just fill the entire auditorium with LADY GAGA! MWAHAHAHA... and we still don't have any carpet in the auditorium either, I wonder when we'll get that.
Today, I have had to discuss about religion to others that do not believe the same as I do, and every time I try to put my two cents in or that Easter is the day where Jesus was resurrected and its for Christians who made it. They always have a way for making me look like the bad guy. I don't know what to say it just makes me uncomfortable and a little upset, because I'm not going out to change anyone's way of belief or life, I'm just saying my opinion just like you. Then when people come in and say "yeah.. he's right." OKAY I GET IT. drop it. Good job, that's how you feel, don't make a big deal out of it on facebook... sigh
maybe I'm making it more of a big deal then they think, but I don't go out and show this. its a personal thing I do, I just keep it to myself. what do you want me to say? that you're wrong or right? I have feelings too you know. Don't go stereotype me with what I believe.

My whole point in posting today was that, I want to let it be known that I feel so much better than I have in quite some time. I know I have said this in the past, but it has been lasting for sooo much longer than it usually does.. yes, the happiness.
I just pray that I can just get through this break..
I SEE FLORENCE, ISABELLA, TOM, CHRISTOPHER AND ROBERT ON TUESDAY!!! AHHH