Howl

If you could only see the beast you've made of me
I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart
Drag my teeth across your chest to tast your beating heart

My fingers claw your skin, try to tempt my way in
You are the moon that makes the night for which I have to howl
My fingers claw your skin, try to tempt my way in
You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to

Howl, howl
Howl, howl

Now there's no rolling back, I'm aching to attack
My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallowed ground

Like some child possessed, the beast howls in my veins
I want to find you and tear out all of your tenderness

And howl, howl
Howl, howl

Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Starts so soft and sweet and turns them into hunters
Hunters, hunters, hunters
Hunters, hunters, hunters

The fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress
Until I wrap myself inside your arms I cannot rest
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallowed ground

And howl

Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Starts so soft and sweet and turns them into hunters

A man who's pure of heart and says his prayers by night
May still become a wolf when the autumn moon is bright

How is it that things can be so beautiful? Today in church, I felt in the right place. Sharing with the group is so uplifting, they are understandable and there to share their stories. Its amazing how God has created such beautiful things. And it is always the greatest feeling to see them past all of this cloudy nonsense.
I have become a more spiritual person. And I'm thankful.
Vero and I are going to warped tourrrrr!! WOOO! That's the big thing that's happening this summer. Pretty much all I can afford XD But its going to be so much fun. She's been there for me these past hard weeks and I've been there for her. Friday night, at the party, we started to talk and she told me to "let go." I started to cry because its so hard, I can't let go of something I care for so much.
I become confused at this "something." I really don't know what it is. Then brian came over and helped make me laugh. I had this all planned out and vero even said "I'll be here if you need saving." I told her, I'll be fine, I won't need saving lol." Then she told me what stopped me in my tracks:
"Sometimes we all need saving. But I trust you to know when something is good or bad for you."
He's going to Guam, and she's... she's.. who the hell knows.
haha I think the next thing on my list is get these damn 6 hours done so I can take that damn driver's test so I can GET MY FUCKING LICENSE. ha. And at the same time, get my classes done for AACC... GO GRAPHIC DESIGNING! WOOO

Remember who you are. And we'll get through this together love.

OH! and P.S. NO HANG OVER :D apparently, when I'm drunk, I act like Ally when she's sober lol