The Dog Days Are Over

Where is it that you want to go?
Why must you drag something behind you.
It's like a fish and a hook. Its so easy to take, but so hard to become free.
All I want to do is apologize for something I didn't do.
Don't say you know what I'm saying.
Don't tell me that I'm not right.
I am who I am. And that's fine with me.
My life doesn't have to go out in a puff of smoke.
And I won't let it. I have gotten way to far at this point.
People try. People see. People cry. People accept. People live on.
Ha, this makes me laugh.
When I know I should show hurt, regret, maybe even a little selfishness.
I don't. I have a smirk on my face shaking my head.
At this moment I feel weightless. I'm ready to sleep it all down the drain in my mind.
That is the one place I can't be scared.
You could say I'm jealous of others way of dreaming in their reality.
But I know they'll wake up some day.
And realize how much they've missed by following that one picture.
We can't get all we want.

haha Ally just walked in crying. My mind set just totally changed. God I love it.

goodnight. :]