Cut The Curtains.

It finally caught up to me and I realized what is all about to happen soon. I acted like I didn't care or I just ignored everything. but the truth is I am scared, and I hate admitting that I am scared.
This whole time I didn't want to get closer or keep it going because I know this all doesn't last forever and so I stopped myself. You could say that I have so much love for it that I am protecting myself and possibly them as well from what could happen.
But this doesn't mean I should be living my life like this. And I feel really bad about this whole thing.
When I get attached it is really hard for me to forget or stop my thought process on it all. That is why I slammed my brakes, but I did it too fast so it is all a mess.
I have to stop being scared to show my feelings. No more of this cold shoulder crap.

prom promise, here I come.