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when I have a child (preferably girl) I will dress her up as Zelda!\
but if it was a boy then it would be either ganon or link.. depending on the hair color; i LOOVE red heads. ^_^
speaking of that, I remember in the uhhh 9th? yeah 9th grade I really liked my good friend billy (he was a ginger =]) but he moved to another state.. =[
and i have this drawing of an octopus with a helmet on, yeahh billy made that =]
its been on my wall ever since.. sigh
OH! FACEBOOK! i could find him there! maybe... i don't know
I checked.. FAIL

anyway! today was pretty sweet. I had a little moment where my heart was beating really fast like it was about to explode, I got over it... but! got out of ms. unger's class so I complained for no reason on facebook yesterday lol and I got out of ms frizzle's class =DD (kershow) that woman is crazy! did you see her shirt yesterday and today? damn she can sew lol
you know what I think is amusing? when you are talking to someone for how you feel, and you're afraid to talk about it because its about them? its not anything bad but its like... really confusing/awkward/iwishitwasme/something? eye dee kay


Oh and yeah, its a no. so i guess I should get over it? its so hard though! BLAH
I really haven't liked anyone like this in a loong time. and I know it can't be
they just aren't like that. oh well time to get over it! >_>

ahaha I love my mom. so I am making a steak-um right? and she gets a pan out for me and the pan is like half the size of the actual steak XD you expect me to cook in this?!
...you had to be there lol

fuck lighting man lol. uhg syd and I finally got a rough focus done woo!
go NHS! holler

PS. I hate it when my mom yells.. it always makes me put up my shield from everything and everyone, and I hate that feeling.. brings back memories that I wish to forget.