It Soars Even Higher Now

99 pints of vodka on the wall
99 pints of vodka
You took one down and passed out on the ground.
99 pints of vodka on the wall

98 pints of vodka on the wall
98 pints of vodka
You took one down and you're still on the ground.
You won't be drinking anymore vodka.



oh what a day. I should go to school early more often! I got to see christie a lot more today. Damn do I miss that girl =]
She cracks me up every time I'm with her.. ahah
"oh snap! I think I left the keyblade in the car!"
XD anyway, so I thought I was suppose to go to A lunch but I was suppose to go to C instead.. I got to have two lunches! woo
C lunch was great, got to sit down and talk to cris.
She deserves soo much more. and she thought it was funny because she knows how I feel about dan (don't get me started) and she came up to me and told me that he broke up with her.. she said "you were right"
I put down my friendship with him to help christie. Our friendship, dan and I, was very interesting.. yeah we are similar but he had me in his strings and I felt like a puppet. I would always go to him for answers and what I should do.. and he told me not to do something, i didn't.. and I missed out so much because of it.
and how he treated her... no, I couldn't let him do that and leave christie.
She means soo much more to me than he ever will. And I mean that. Who would you pick? a great friend you've known since the 7th grade, or a guy who you've known for 3 years... nah that wasn't a hard decision at all. I'll stop here, or else I'll make a whole novel about the situation. But I will say, I stuck up for someone else too, and I don't think they know.. but that's alright

John and I talked about the movie over some taco bell... we didn't get anywhere haha
We got nate and went to the park. the soil/woodchips for the park.. it was literally brownie mix. nastyy
Noticed it was windy, so I got the kites out.. we never really got one in the air, besides me trying to fly away with one.. didn't work out like I planned
Just sitting there made me so happy. Things are going so well, but I still have a thought burning inside of me. It won't go away, and I really don't want it to.
If only...
I love this feeling, but when I can't do anything, it just burns inside of me making me go crazy. And that's what it's doing right now. I can't sleep with out thinking about it. If anyone mentions it, I just shut everything out and that one thought... stays.


these last few days have impacted me so much.
In a good way though! and will my damn imipramine come in?! Seriously, I'm dying here XDD

I can't wait anymore. I just can't.
oh do I wish it could...