Psychobabble

I FUCKING HATE OWLS!! sons of bitches man!

anyway.. everything is going to be A-OK ^_^
One thing that kind of bothered me was today in english bipolar disorder came up and people started laughing and making jokes. I kind of got mad but I didn't want to make a scene. yeah amber lets tell all of kent island that you are bipolar, GREAT IDEA! lol but people are insecure sometimes and I really don't care XD

okay this is really getting.. um not awkward, not annoyed, and not something I don't know what the word is but garrett ! GAH he's starting to really like me and I feel bad, because I don't have a drop of anything to give him back as a "couple" but as a good friend. oh dear lord
At the moment I hate guys lol I mean when I want to be in a relationship there aren't any guys around but then when I want to avoid it (like now) then they come. u.u love sucks. and its annoying when you like someone, but those feelings go on an off. I'm giving myself a headache! but you know that feeling where you love to be around someone and you get a feeling in your chest that feels like you are on fire?
its amazing, but not when you can't do anything with/about it. I could really use some apple juice right now.

next subject humm... oh! so I took a nap today around like 4 (I had really good dream ^_^) and I woke up at 7pm but I swore that it was the next morning and I just forgot to set my alarm! I was so confused lol but once I figured it out I fell back to sleep XD
and today at lunch we were talking about that blood donation table and they were saying how they hate it.. but interestingly enough I said I kind of liked the way it felt.. that is weird isn't it? but i mean when they do it I fall asleep.
hm I might just insane. lol but I have heard that sometimes you're body releases something that bleeding makes you feel better? idk
I sound like a freaking vampire. hi edward ;D

GOODNIGHT!